It doesn't matter who I offended, just the fact that someone didn't want me expressing my feelings (for her). There are always those who feel the need to be bitter and angry. They truly only know half of the story and that is probably tainted with half truths anyway. I have no need to either defend myself or explain my side of the story to them. Many things that happen in our lives with those that we love are never shared with those around us. Some of the good times and the bad times are things we keep to ourselves. Mostly to preserve our hearts and memories. I will not lower myself to respond to their insults and accusations.
It has been over a year and I needed a way to find a way to let go. Writing was the only way that gave me any comfort. I didn’t think I was hurting anyone. I thought by sharing loving and caring thoughts I had for her, would be a way everyone could know how much I did and still love her. Trying to work out my feelings of guilt and sorrow should not be something I need to apologize for.
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